I'm going to be real honest here. Most of the time, I can't believe I'm getting married. I don't know if it just hasn't hit me yet or if the planning just overwhelms me.
I often wonder if it's normal. Don't get me wrong, I'm more than thrilled to spend the rest of my life with Vincent. But, we've been together 7 years. It practically feels like we're married.
Planning is going really well. Most days I wish we didn't wait so long to get married. Others, I'm really glad we did. I don't like to be stressed. I work in a high-stress environment and, frankly, I prefer not to be stressed outside of work. I see some of my friends planning weddings in 6 months or so. I don't know that I could do that. Too much in such a short amount of time.
I recently took my dress in for alterations. I LOVE LOVE LOVE my dress. Yes, that was 3 loves in one sentence. It's just gorgeous. I can't wait to see the final product.
Now that I put that on again.. I really need to crack down on getting in shape. If you follow me on Twitter (either @JillianTV or @JillianWAAY31) then you know I'm recently obsessed with Hot Yoga. It's amazing and I feel so rejuvenated after. Problem, I'm probably not burning as many calories as I should be. So, I'm headed cardio. Have I mentioned I hate cardio? I hate every minute of every step. Seriously. I'd rather lift 100 pounds 10x before running a tenth of a mile. I'm crazy, right?
But, I'm on a mission here and I'll be damned if I don't complete it.